A dream escaped me all day, I caught tiny glimpses of it infrequently. It bothers me. Another warm day, planned fruit picking later, and caned up some raspberry plants that were drooping! Very aware I needed the 5 Principles today, I concentrated on them with intent, as yesterday was not so good.
I had an increasing sense of other-worldlyness, not just because the news is so bizarre and the events happening like loud explosions locally without apparent cause, but the new awareness I’m feeling, as if I’m watching myself being different somehow. All signs of the headache and nausea has gone but my lower limbs feel heavy and ‘stiff’.
There was also a betrayal against me today, which I handled really well; this is a real step in the direction of non-judgement and detachment from the ego. It was easier than I thought it would be. The ripples of change go outwards and can be seen, reflected upon: I thought of a friend and they texted me. It seems much more natural to be in tune and aligned to what I need to be aligned to.
There was a disappointment too, somewhere I had my eye on to possibly work is now out of the question. I felt saddened by this, this was my common experience when I first moved down here, but I think it is just ‘cutting back dead wood’, and the place will manifest, there is no need or struggle. I have to believe that.